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Total Seclusion

by Total Seclusion

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1.
Just when I realized it’s messed up in this place I found myself again and left this town for a better place Black people wonder why they’re still minorities White people run around in circles while they’re burning trees I haven’t thought about the ability to quit This fucking human race I hate you all, you piece of shit Black people wonder why they’re still minorities White people run around in circles while they’re burning trees And I don’t know what happened to me I’m reading the newspaper with the company of my TV This xenophobia, it makes me wonder why The human race still falls for christian talk and useless lies I wish I had the peaceful Rastafari mind But Ethiopia, even Selassie wasn’t always that kind And I don’t know why you’re so happy about it You are still bragging about it Invisible vicious circles Propaganda holds your hand and you’re still a dick And It makes me sick A country full of racism A country full of lies It makes me wonder why It makes me wonder wh
2.
Canada 01:05
I left my cellphone at my work today I didn’t really feel good this way I took the plane to heaven You can go fuck yourself I’m never coming back My life is such a drag I hate this place so bad Although I like some people I may never ever come back My life is such a drag I hate this place so bad I never liked you anyway I feel so good without the stress I sold my pants to buy a dress I feel much better now I’m free You can go fuck yourself, I never liked this place My life is a disgrace I never liked this place Although I like some people I may never ever come back My life is such a drag I hate this place so bad I never liked you anyway Canada I’ll never leave you
3.
Rethink 03:43
Have you ever felt so right? Have you ever felt so right it’s wrong? But is it really right? When you’re in a place you don’t belong? Cause I never cared about right and wrong As if I knew it all along Who knows what happens when I die? Who knows what happens when we say goodbye? Just when I thought I had it right When did I ever lose this fight? I think of everything I’ve done But never figured out what’s right and wrong? Make sure you take the step Be sure you make the right decisions Just close your eyes and see The helping hand of politicians Cause I never cared about right and wrong As if I knew it all along Do I take a step, do I choose to die? Do I take their hand or do I say goodbye? Just when I thought I had it right When did I ever lose this fight? I think of everything I’ve done Just to be right or wrong We’re all so busy with who’s right and who’s wrong What if I told you that they knew it all along To fix a problem you must find yourself a cause But in the end we’ve got nothing to say Throw yourself off the Trump Tower Fly in the air and be free like a bird [commit suicide] Free yourself from making a choice But don’t rethink when you’re halfway through Cause I never cared about right and wrong As if I knew it all along Who knows what happens when I die? Who knows what happens when we say goodbye? Just when I thought I had it right When did I ever lose this fight? I think of everything I’ve done Just to be right or wrong
4.
Garbage Man 02:21
Where did we end up? What are we doing here? Neon vests everywhere and I don’t even know a single person I’m staying close to her Close to the only one I care about It’s really strange that I’m actually doing this It’s friday night and we are standing in the rain in neon vests No stress This is the best date I have ever had Being a garbageman means being really nice cause We clean up everything the rest of you are too lazy to clean up Being a garbage man means being able to forget the stress Now push the button, clean up the dirty mess I am a garbageman
5.
Keep your eyes shut Put your fingers up your gloryhole And let me crucify you Making progress Making tons of money Be the king of your own cemetery Home invaders Privacy intruders Pointing fingers at the unknown cultures Keep your eyes shut Put your fingers up your gloryhole And let me crucify you now You are told just what to do They promise to take care of you Hold your hand in front of your eyes Hold your breath and take a look inside Inside the corporate state of mind The rich The poor The pimps The whores Save me Come and save me Do you think your reproductive sight Can save you from this state of mind? Save me Come and save Do you think our reproductive sight Can save us from this state of mind? We all see this country messing up The land of the “free” and the home of the blind I look up and feel so sorry The American dream, it feels so untrue But what’s true? When the chain around my neck feels so tight that it’s taking my breath Making America fascist once again Slave From cradle to grave I will be your slave
6.
I change my opinion every hour I say I hate racism, but I want white power I’m fighting for worldpeace, but I still make bombs fall [like a shower] Muslims, black people and atheists I’ll cage anyone who bugs me
7.
I never had a good excuse to turn the chemicals down Is it because it keeps me breathing or helps me sleep at night? I feel so happy I feel so sad It gives me chills I never had I can’t get enough of it I can’t get enough of it I won’t ever stop using the ability to keep me comfy A generation stuck inside a nostril I can’t get enough of it I know I can’t stop using these abilities in my life The only thing I care about is how full my bottle will be Don’t tell me to make it stop It’s too much, it fills me up You can suck my slimy throat Don’t tell me it’s all gone bad Don’t you know it hurts my head? You can suck my slimy throat I know I can’t save myself without a trace You know you can’t stop the problem exploding in my face Old habits never die That’s what I found out through all this time It keeps me breathing Please let me sleep for one night without a fight
8.
When I walk the streets on mondays When I get on my bike I’m constantly confronted by things I hate and people I despise My lifetime enemy My own grown narcissism When God gives you ammunition, don’t listen to the bullshit he whispers in your ear Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong Do you know what it feels like? Killing innocent people with an automatic gun Well I wish I did It’s not that I’m insane It’s not that I need mental help It’s just that sometimes I would feel much better if I could go to hell Endlessly waiting around Just hoping to be famous If John Lennon was still alive, I probably would’ve taken care of him myself Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong Do you know what it feels like? Killing innocent people with an automatic gun Well I wish I fucking did It’s just an emotion that I can’t help I’m really a good person But let the brainless decide what’s good And you will never find a way out 8-years old kids with birthday guns Smiling while thanking their dads and moms How do we know if they succeed? Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong Do you know what it feels like? Killing innocent people with an automatic gun Let’s just hope life never makes me break
9.
Don’t tell me what you want to hear You never knew another fear The reason why I’m waiting here is That I have the opportunity to make Your life only more miserable By telling you all the reasons to be afraid You know what? I won’t give up I won’t leave you alone ‘till you crawl to my hell hole Don’t tell me what you wanna do You can pray the shit right out of your goddamn self I know what you want and I know what to do with it So take the highway with me Have you ever felt your heart? It suddenly stops believing in your mind You feel me taking over now Your blood stops to flow somehow You died I will kill you with everything I own I will rape you while sitting on my thrown I will cut your throat I will drink your blood And I’ll make sure you’ll never see the daylight again You’re welcome
10.
Choices 03:51
No rush to come home No demolition on my path No punk ass macho man I don’t know why this insanity keeps finding me No time to feel upset No money to make a difference The choice I make is always wrong I don’t know why this is happening to me all the time It won’t be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time I take my chance to hate this day But I don’t have anything to say I make my choices on my way Never have I felt traumatized I could be a kid whenever I wanted No drunken dad who’d beat me up But still I feel this rage inside What is it that I’m looking for? Is it attention that I want so bad ? The fear of ever feeling so alone I don’t know why this is happening to me all the time It won’t be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time I take my chance to hate this day But I don’t have anything to say I make my choices on my way No time for no more excuses to hide my perfect life The choice that I make is always wrong It always was It will always be That’s how it is The choice that I make is always wrong
11.
Dear Abu 05:24
Dear Abu, I’ve got so many questions for you But there’s one thing that’s haunting my mind It’s the fact that you’ll never regret All the things that you’ve caused for imaginary Gods And the blood is all over your hands, your face, your limbs You’re eyes, they are drowning in pride Cause your faith, your inhumane faith Is proud of all the souls that died Dear Abu, I’m not sure who I’m talking to Are you really a person, or are you even worse? I don’t know, because people they tell me that reason is hate and that we are too late To recover from disaster, the times’ going faster The troops, they are taking their place While we are all waiting for things to get better But deep inside we know that it won’t help Give me a reason to be afraid of cowardly dogs They bark and they bite but they kill themselves when things go wrong Give me a reason to be afraid of cowardly lies They beat us, behead us They bomb us, they kill us They curse all the christians While reading the same fucking book Dear Abu, I can tell you the joke’s on you I’d rather die standing than live on my knees The end of the line The cherry on top Just finish your book Your gospel, your story And kill all the heretics Some day you’ll be out of ammunition

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released April 25, 2018

All songs written and performed by Total Seclusion
All songs mixed and mastered by Andreas Treur, Triple A Studios

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Total Seclusion Amsterdam, Netherlands

Young formation from The Netherlands producing fast and loud music. Inspired by the early 80's hardcore punk and modern day metal and a spark of their own insanity

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