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Just when I realized it’s messed up in this place
I found myself again and left this town for a better place
Black people wonder why they’re still minorities
White people run around in circles while they’re burning trees
I haven’t thought about the ability to quit
This fucking human race
I hate you all, you piece of shit
Black people wonder why they’re still minorities
White people run around in circles while they’re burning trees
And I don’t know what happened to me
I’m reading the newspaper with the company of my TV
This xenophobia, it makes me wonder why
The human race still falls for christian talk and useless lies
I wish I had the peaceful Rastafari mind
But Ethiopia, even Selassie wasn’t always that kind
And I don’t know why you’re so happy about it
You are still bragging about it
Invisible vicious circles
Propaganda holds your hand and you’re still a dick
And It makes me sick
A country full of racism
A country full of lies
It makes me wonder why
It makes me wonder wh
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Canada
01:05
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I left my cellphone at my work today
I didn’t really feel good this way
I took the plane to heaven
You can go fuck yourself I’m never coming back
My life is such a drag
I hate this place so bad
Although I like some people
I may never ever come back
My life is such a drag
I hate this place so bad
I never liked you anyway
I feel so good without the stress
I sold my pants to buy a dress
I feel much better now I’m free
You can go fuck yourself, I never liked this place
My life is a disgrace
I never liked this place
Although I like some people
I may never ever come back
My life is such a drag
I hate this place so bad
I never liked you anyway
Canada I’ll never leave you
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Rethink
03:43
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Have you ever felt so right?
Have you ever felt so right it’s wrong?
But is it really right?
When you’re in a place you don’t belong?
Cause I never cared about right and wrong
As if I knew it all along
Who knows what happens when I die?
Who knows what happens when we say goodbye?
Just when I thought I had it right
When did I ever lose this fight?
I think of everything I’ve done
But never figured out what’s right and wrong?
Make sure you take the step
Be sure you make the right decisions
Just close your eyes and see
The helping hand of politicians
Cause I never cared about right and wrong
As if I knew it all along
Do I take a step, do I choose to die?
Do I take their hand or do I say goodbye?
Just when I thought I had it right
When did I ever lose this fight?
I think of everything I’ve done
Just to be right or wrong
We’re all so busy with who’s right and who’s wrong
What if I told you that they knew it all along
To fix a problem you must find yourself a cause
But in the end we’ve got nothing to say
Throw yourself off the Trump Tower
Fly in the air and be free like a bird [commit suicide]
Free yourself from making a choice
But don’t rethink when you’re halfway through
Cause I never cared about right and wrong
As if I knew it all along
Who knows what happens when I die?
Who knows what happens when we say goodbye?
Just when I thought I had it right
When did I ever lose this fight?
I think of everything I’ve done
Just to be right or wrong
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Garbage Man
02:21
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Where did we end up?
What are we doing here?
Neon vests everywhere and I don’t even know a single person
I’m staying close to her
Close to the only one I care about
It’s really strange that
I’m actually doing this
It’s friday night and we are standing in the rain in neon vests
No stress
This is the best date I have ever had
Being a garbageman means being really nice cause
We clean up everything the rest of you are too lazy to clean up
Being a garbage man means being able to forget the stress
Now push the button, clean up the dirty mess
I am a garbageman
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United Slaves of America
06:27
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Keep your eyes shut
Put your fingers up your gloryhole
And let me crucify you
Making progress
Making tons of money
Be the king of your own cemetery
Home invaders
Privacy intruders
Pointing fingers at the unknown cultures
Keep your eyes shut
Put your fingers up your gloryhole
And let me crucify you now
You are told just what to do
They promise to take care of you
Hold your hand in front of your eyes
Hold your breath and take a look inside
Inside the corporate state of mind
The rich
The poor
The pimps
The whores
Save me
Come and save me
Do you think your reproductive sight
Can save you from this state of mind?
Save me
Come and save
Do you think our reproductive sight
Can save us from this state of mind?
We all see this country messing up
The land of the “free” and the home of the blind
I look up and feel so sorry
The American dream, it feels so untrue
But what’s true?
When the chain around my neck feels so tight that it’s taking my breath
Making America fascist once again
Slave
From cradle to grave
I will be your slave
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My Presidential Speech
01:23
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I change my opinion every hour
I say I hate racism, but I want white power
I’m fighting for worldpeace, but I still make bombs fall [like a shower]
Muslims, black people and atheists
I’ll cage anyone who bugs me
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7. |
Xylometazoline
02:20
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I never had a good excuse to turn the chemicals down
Is it because it keeps me breathing or helps me sleep at night?
I feel so happy
I feel so sad
It gives me chills I never had
I can’t get enough of it
I can’t get enough of it
I won’t ever stop using the ability to keep me comfy
A generation stuck inside a nostril
I can’t get enough of it
I know I can’t stop using these abilities in my life
The only thing I care about is how full my bottle will be
Don’t tell me to make it stop
It’s too much, it fills me up
You can suck my slimy throat
Don’t tell me it’s all gone bad
Don’t you know it hurts my head?
You can suck my slimy throat
I know I can’t save myself without a trace
You know you can’t stop the problem exploding in my face
Old habits never die
That’s what I found out through all this time
It keeps me breathing
Please let me sleep for one night without a fight
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Guilty Pleasure
03:20
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When I walk the streets on mondays
When I get on my bike
I’m constantly confronted by things I hate and people I despise
My lifetime enemy
My own grown narcissism
When God gives you ammunition, don’t listen to the bullshit he whispers in your ear
Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong
Do you know what it feels like?
Killing innocent people with an automatic gun
Well I wish I did
It’s not that I’m insane
It’s not that I need mental help
It’s just that sometimes I would feel much better if I could go to hell
Endlessly waiting around
Just hoping to be famous
If John Lennon was still alive, I probably would’ve taken care of him myself
Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong
Do you know what it feels like?
Killing innocent people with an automatic gun
Well I wish I fucking did
It’s just an emotion that I can’t help
I’m really a good person
But let the brainless decide what’s good
And you will never find a way out
8-years old kids with birthday guns
Smiling while thanking their dads and moms
How do we know if they succeed?
Don’t ever give me that look as if I did something wrong
Do you know what it feels like?
Killing innocent people with an automatic gun
Let’s just hope life never makes me break
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Ramirez Made Me Do This
02:51
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Don’t tell me what you want to hear
You never knew another fear
The reason why I’m waiting here is
That I have the opportunity to make
Your life only more miserable
By telling you all the reasons to be afraid
You know what?
I won’t give up
I won’t leave you alone ‘till you crawl to my hell hole
Don’t tell me what you wanna do
You can pray the shit right out of your goddamn self
I know what you want and I know what to do with it
So take the highway with me
Have you ever felt your heart?
It suddenly stops believing in your mind
You feel me taking over now
Your blood stops to flow somehow
You died
I will kill you with everything I own
I will rape you while sitting on my thrown
I will cut your throat
I will drink your blood
And I’ll make sure you’ll never see the daylight again
You’re welcome
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Choices
03:51
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No rush to come home
No demolition on my path
No punk ass macho man
I don’t know why this insanity keeps finding me
No time to feel upset
No money to make a difference
The choice I make is always wrong
I don’t know why this is happening to me all the time
It won’t be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time
I take my chance to hate this day
But I don’t have anything to say
I make my choices on my way
Never have I felt traumatized
I could be a kid whenever I wanted
No drunken dad who’d beat me up
But still I feel this rage inside
What is it that I’m looking for?
Is it attention that I want so bad ?
The fear of ever feeling so alone
I don’t know why this is happening to me all the time
It won’t be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time
I take my chance to hate this day
But I don’t have anything to say
I make my choices on my way
No time for no more excuses to hide my perfect life
The choice that I make is always wrong
It always was
It will always be
That’s how it is
The choice that I make is always wrong
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Dear Abu
05:24
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Dear Abu, I’ve got so many questions for you
But there’s one thing that’s haunting my mind
It’s the fact that you’ll never regret
All the things that you’ve caused for imaginary Gods
And the blood is all over your hands, your face, your limbs
You’re eyes, they are drowning in pride
Cause your faith, your inhumane faith
Is proud of all the souls that died
Dear Abu, I’m not sure who I’m talking to
Are you really a person, or are you even worse?
I don’t know, because people they tell me that reason is hate and that we are too late
To recover from disaster, the times’ going faster
The troops, they are taking their place
While we are all waiting for things to get better
But deep inside we know that it won’t help
Give me a reason to be afraid of cowardly dogs
They bark and they bite but they kill themselves when things go wrong
Give me a reason to be afraid of cowardly lies
They beat us, behead us
They bomb us, they kill us
They curse all the christians
While reading the same fucking book
Dear Abu, I can tell you the joke’s on you
I’d rather die standing than live on my knees
The end of the line
The cherry on top
Just finish your book
Your gospel, your story
And kill all the heretics
Some day you’ll be out of ammunition
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Total Seclusion Amsterdam, Netherlands
Young formation from The Netherlands producing fast and loud music. Inspired by the early 80's hardcore punk and modern day metal and a spark of their own insanity
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